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2005-08-07T09:30:00.000-07:00

First of all, i would like to take this opportunity to thanks those who have supported my blog and gave comments.... thank for the efforts.

Secondly, been having serious thoughts these days... for confusing me for couple of days, i can't be bothered anymore. What comes, what leaves. simple as that.

Thirdly, Internet connection is ending soon. Ain't no blogging anymore.

and then, or maybe i shall create one private one myself, and update it once a month.. maybe..maybe not

Recently i realised something. It really trigger my thinking of whether to say. Sometimes i am too sensitive, but it's a good point. I realised that by saying sometimes out might be misinterpreting and yet create another problem.

I shall think more before i say. Now i have realised that past doesn't matter anymore.

Bads one shall be deleted and kept the goods. That's would be so nice. and u won't trouble pondering over it so much than usual.

Recently, there's one incident that i overslept. and i am seriously overslept for logn hours. I wanted to take a short nap and ended far too ridiculous. I naped for 6 and half hours. and i missed my appointment.

hell, and i was so pissed over myself. and i felt that the old,stubborn,hot-tempered in me has occupied the entire wuhao. That's how i used to behave in the past. and i was petrified. i hate the feeling. But after using more of my brain, things have cooled off. thankfully i didn't vent my angers like i used to in the past >.<

haha shall leave the venting angers in silence. those are the past! shall delete ! so what i can say is

SORRY I HAVE FORGOTTEN. bleah!

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Yes, i have finally sound it all out.
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i went to catch" wedding crasher" on Thursday with my classmates. It's a seriously recommended show to watch.... it's damn funny show. And it's more of a love story. It sent some meaninful message into my already lost mind. The message had enlightened me.

It always having this thought that whether your girl is a virgin or not.
Does that matter anymore ?

I always used to think that, having a wife who is virgin is good as she is "untouched"... and i believe that if only i am not, then i won't mind abt she non virgin.

But after watching that show, i felt that it doesn't anymore whether she is or not. What most important is how she treats u and whether are u having fun together with her or him.
that's what i believe true love is. That will blind u from her or his past and move on with the current way.

That's how deleted the history will be good =) , u won't tend to think and bother abt so much.
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Responsibility Vs Love
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Recently, i have this net friend who told me abt her relationship. she said that she broke up with this guy,18, who already a dad of one. What surprises me was, she knew he has a son after they got together 3 months, and that guy beats her and treat her unfairly....

but that's not the pt.
the pt is that , she as a loyal girl to someone and think that he will change one day.

i have another pri sch friend who is similar to this case.. except those guys without son. She always believe that that guy will change for her, but obviously thigns won't change easily, esp character.

No matter how long u waited, character of a person is very very hard to change.

character is a habit. it's hard to amend habit. If u are a smoker, how hard do u try to stop smoking? and i believe character would be 1000 times harder to change for habit.

So don't put up hope so high, until one day u realised and blamed yourself being naive.

WEll, being loyal is perfectly fine, i do accept ppl point of view.
What i truely think that in a relationship, definately both party have to be commited.

Maybe that's how blinded u will become when u fall in love with someone. u tend to be blinded and oversee the bad parts, such as beating.

COME ON , WAKE UP. DO U THINK YOUR LOVE ONE WILL BEAT THE SHIT OUTTA U ? . Have a deep thought please...... IF HE LOVES U SO MUCH, I AM SURE HE FEELS BAD FOR HITTING U.

Do u think he loves u ?
Do u think that's only one sided love?
Do u think he will be the right one ?
do u think there might be better one who cares and concerns more than what u except your guy would offer?
Do u think such relationship would last?

To me, having minor quarrels in relationship is perfectly fine, as there are some where u and ya partner would come to an obligation. Both have to compromise here and there.
But if there are so many minor quarrels, eventually will pile up and become so big that, it's forever quarrel in relationship.... and do u think that work out in the future?

i am sorry to use this... IT"S FUCKING A NO. Relationship won't work out if u quarrel so much. That's what my parents have turned out to. A real fucking life experience. I have seened with my naked eyes. IT"S A FUCKING . N . O... NO....

Therefore, i hate girls with temper, even though i have one bad one, but i have controlled it for yrs. and it's pretty well managed. because i started to think with my brain than emotion.

Hate to see girls got angry easily, and showing me attitude faces. If u are, please bug off.
i would rather date with a quiet girl at least i won't see the angry looking side.

Why put yaself in such a situation where u and her are so unhappy most of the time ? Or sometimes it's only one sided love... what the use ? i don't see any future in it....

Maybe i am someone who looks slight further than someone else. I afraid to have family that i have gone through. therefore, maybe that's what made me waiting for the one i think would be the best. But i think that would be quite silly, no one will be the best anyway.. .. . . .

Sometimes u won't mingle responsibilities with love. If u do so, most probably u will turn out to be one sided and the result wont be what u expected.
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I think i like girl who are nice, which means that she won't be hot temper and do forgive things. and most probably are those from church i guess. they always learn to forgive ppl?

i hoping to see some light in my life... i am seriously await till the day arrives.

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i would like to end this here. once a for all........

Anyone out there, i bless for your everything (though i am not christian), but i still would like to wish all the best for whatever that makes u happy. .. that's the most important thing in life. HAPPINESS.

and this will be the last chapter in my blog..... hope u enjoy everythings here. =)
stay happy always.
live to the fullest ! and hav fun! life is short anyway!

Have a nice day......
arigatou gozaimasu...

2005-08-05T05:10:00.000-07:00

*DANCE IN JOY
*SHAKE IN DELIGHT!

WOooOOOOOOshhh. at last the exam is over. But that's not the end of the chapter. It's the beginning i guess. Need to catch up many things when sch starts.

Went out after exam with my classmates. It was really fun hanging out.. we went to play LAN. haven't been playing that for ages.. As i played maps like de_dust,de_aztec,cs_italy... memories conjures up in my mind... funs and memories with friends last time... heheehe

Anyway, we watched this show, wedding crasher.... it's hell hilarious show. It's damn crazy and funny show. So anyone out there..if u want to have a fun weekend, catch it before u miss it!

we more photos will post as soon as i get it!

i was so exhausted after the outing, i didn't even manage to bathe and i knocked out straight after i got back. haha i was seriously that tired.

holy, i need to rush jap proj! submission is TODAY! !!!!!!!

have a nice day.

2005-08-04T02:00:00.000-07:00

this is really cool and brilliant.

Can u believe that harry potter's cloak is going to be realistic in real world?! DON"T DOUBT ABOUT IT. IT HAPPENED>

Optical Augmented reality has created such possible. OMG. it's really damn high tech.

There's even Air taxi coming along ... another boost economic industry sector. It doesn't need control tower to allocate the position to land. As long as there is a space for such mini air plane to land is sufficient.

I'll show u what is called Nothing is impossible.

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here are a few seats for the mini air plane taxi

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mini air plane taxi

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Before and After

!!! THIS IS DAMN COOL INVENTION !!!

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2005-08-03T11:04:00.000-07:00

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u see me , u see me not!

this is not edited picture or whatever.

Believe it, it's the latest technology!

2005-08-03T03:28:00.000-07:00

short and simple.
sweet and nice.
tears and love.
you and me.

i said something to my best friend before....

can't use words to describe her because there's no other word better than this word called "perfect"... beside, she is my soulmate in my life. without her present, there's won't be any light and hope in my vision.

looking back... that's truly come out from my sincere heart....
i miss the old her... =)

Lack of consistency

2005-08-02T21:17:00.000-07:00

I am a workaholic i guess. WITHOUT JOB, i seemed like less stress and to be non-pressurised that i began to slack too much in schoool....

For slacking almost 2 months plus, this is what i get... horrible result. JapProject dateline is up this coming friday....soon... final exam is only 1 months plus away. FYP still nothing much accomplish...

Feeling angry over myself.

Just before my exam starts, my stomach upset me... haiz
While i am on my way home, the sky totally shallowed up by very large patches of dark clouds. It gave a sinister feeling.But what i love about it was the wind. The strong wind that kept flowing passed my sweaty body, making me extremely cooling when the sweat evapourated.

Not everything from evil side is bad. At least before it rains cats and dogs, it gave me great pleasure. . . . .

what my pt is.... even a person tend to be or pretend to be slutting online, or whatever, she might be a nice person too, at least she didn't do crime. Those who abet the terroist should we be mad at and detest against.

Having a transparency like "sarong" girl is perfectly fine with me. I do accept her way of doings.

Maybe that's what make her happy.. which therefore something to share with..

How many people in this world would actually do what they love ?

Sometimes even u love to do something very much, but u are restricted to follow up what u hav to do....

What do you think ?

2005-08-02T04:34:00.000-07:00

After listening to Boulevard of broken dreams...

More and more thoughts are running through my interminable confusion mind.

Why is that so , u might ask....

Thinking of getting a degree in the future might be good for job hunting.

What really matters was the working attitude.

What if the person has PhD or Doctorate ?

HE or SHE is something as they studied for so many years to achieve just a piece of paper called certificate.
But having a higher cert. means higher chance of not getting a job at this current society.

What employee is looking is the working attitude. Most importantly, the commitment u have for the work. Anything u do surely got to relate with commitment, eg. love,work,friends,anything u can list.

Contemplating over life, thinking whether to get a degree after my NS... thinking that 2 yrs in ns will be already waste of time.. after that will be Uni life.. which might take up another max 3 yrs..

By the time.. what will i achieve? .. seriously no idea. I am not interested in electronics stuff. Haizz so sickening. But what i know right now is just to study to get a degree to be able to take up marketing courses in Uni.. part time degree for marketing or something while i am working..

let me digree a little.....

Today was chatting with this long time friend,esmerelle. she was asking me about what my plans after Poly. What other plan do i have? NS of course. But what got my attention of her question was :" which Uni do u want to go into?" Having thoughts of that, most probably will be NTU.. BUT WHO KNOWS, i might not be able to get in because of those distinction nerds in our sch who taken up the seats!.

So she was telling me that South Wale Uni is opening in 2007.. which by then my NS will be finished. If i can't make it to NTU.. most probably SWU might be my second priority... I don't know.. depends....

But meanwhile, i asked her what would she like to be during taht 2 yrs time. she suggested to try air stewardess.. she got string pulling ... hah she even asked me to try for air steward.. she said the height restriction is not that strict afterall. And she said i can make it... what a encouragement.. 3 k income every month... so tempting..

But how am i able to work as air steward during NS ?! if only.... i am Minister's son..

It's 4.34 am..... i am waiting for my exam at 830am...... hell.... i can't wait for next holidays!!!!!

teletubby giving birth to sadako

2005-08-01T13:21:00.000-07:00

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this picture is quite hilarious... BUT IT SHIVERS WHEN I LOOKIN AT THIS IMAGINE>

IMAGINE the head suddenly turns over.... it just feel so freak out!

It represents my feeling

2005-08-01T07:21:00.000-07:00

Green Day -- Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and me I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone
Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

2005-07-31T19:10:00.000-07:00

Angel side of me(ASOM): Please go jogging, u need a jog, if u don't jog your fats will compile into a tyre.

Evil side of me(ESOM): come on dude, don't waste your time jogging like a tart. Come on, life is to enjoy and relax. u can jolly well sit down with a couple of coffee and tibits to chill off with.

ASOM:NO ESOM. U don't ask master to do bad stuff. it's bad for him. U will lead him to hell if u abet him against daily exercise. U WILL KILL HIM INDIRECTLY!

ESOM: don't be stupid. It's life. Life is short, why bother so much. Slack and slack is my priority. U must know how to enjoy life. slack and slack and slackkkkkkk

ASOM: dumdoo dooo... u think u are rich ? look, when u are in ten yrs time, u will turn into a begger and start to ask people for bucks. u think exercise is bad for health ? waste of time ?
look dude, when u accumulate all the efforts together, u will eventually get a better health and u tend to enjoy better and have mor energy to play with!

ESOM:SHUT UPppp.........................

ASOM: Anything is possible in this world if u really try your best.In additional, at the most desperate moment, it is when u attain your result. When answer comes to u, u will feel as if u wanna live for another 100 years to feel the same again.

ESOM:AHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MOREEEEE PREACHINGGGGGGGGG

ASOM: ESOM, u and i were brotherforlife, u won't wish to see u turn out to be a brat. well, i will forgive whatever u do and i will erase everything that is bad of u. Do come to my side and we'll go heaven together.

ESOM:*contemplating* *maybe i be able to make it to heaven? * but all my debts and evil doings are threating me, torturing my soul every here and then.

ASOM: No worry ESOM. I WILL PREACH TILL U DON"T HAVe TIME TO THINK OF THE EVIL DOINGS. SHA BA LA SHA BA LA SHA BA LA SHA BA LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

in the end...

i went for a jog and it was a fruitful one. I become less lazy and going to work on what's tml . EXAM HELL YEAH i COMING FOR U!

I started to delete people who are history for me.....i hate the feeling of recalling the bad memories whenever,wherever i see the name. U ARE DELETED! GOOD BYE. WISH U HAVE MET SOMEONE GOOD FOR U IN LIFE. I WISH U HAVE A HAPPY EVER LIFE =)

2005-07-31T03:43:00.000-07:00

Whoa! You have used up 100% of your uploads for this month! from flick.com

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HOW AM I GOING TO UPLOAD THE OTHER PICTURES! hah more interesting photos to come!!!! =x

really have so much fun at Halo Bar at Ngee Ann poly there..

quite a relax place to be at ..

anyway, i made sushi for Rachel. Seeing her got so tired from work and performance for the children home and primary school.. , i wanted to do something as a reward for her efforts.

anyway, was a tiring day... didn't study at all and i shall do it now =x

have fun looking at the photos! more to come ......

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2005-07-30T04:37:00.000-07:00

friend's bday celerbation. woohoo. it rocks.
damn fun.
damn i kissed one friend. guy somemore. holy.
i drank lamboghini. damn nice. woohoo. well, but the whole night is fun. woohooz can't wait for the other one.

i can't sleep.... if i knock off now.... i will be hang over tml!!!!! damn........ i am exhausted.
haha last night went supper.. 7 ppl in friend's car. excluding him. hahah total 8 pax in the car.. hah damn funny shit.

anyway, gd night............................

2005-07-28T06:16:00.000-07:00

As i was browsing through my history...

Tears mustered up at the rim of my eyes... i saw this posted picture. Where i took it with my lifelong brother,hadi, on the bus back from the zoo to our mother school.

The picture conjures up memories, fun and interesting images , my heart is rending now. I can't believe after so many years... the friendship has one turned cold and dull.

Interminable belief has come to an end.

i crashed our friendship with my own hands. As i helped him to win her gf's heart by helping him to deliver gifts and messages when he was away... I can't believe that. How cruel this world has become.

I helped him to win her interest and yet what did i receive at the end? A broken friendship.

It is what i deserved for ? i doubt so. Look dude, she might not be ya everythings or ya future wife. Even if she is, i will be happy for u. But look, who is the one losing in the end ?

YOU.... u have lost a friend who has been there by ya side whenever u are sad and down.
but who destroys it ?
YOU... u have runined everything single tad of our friendship.

Thou shall forgive
Thou shall believe

Having a magnanimity is important. =) that's how life is... take it or leave it.

2005-07-26T04:45:00.000-07:00

*listening to Eminem- Lose yourself

Look, if u have, one shot, one opportunity, u seize everything u ever want it,one moment,u captured, just let it slip.......

Well, have u ever work to the extreme just for the one u love the most?

i have been wondering how the feeling is like... and somehow i started to think is there any girl out there that i would deserve it..... and i have already had one in mind.... i hope i will know how the feeling like...

Love.. anyone, ya friends,family,whoever out there u care and love the most....

Love gives u the energy and power to go beyond what u can imagine.

digress a lot from it....today i was watching this national geography channel at pamela's house... It's featuring this poor elephant was being attacked by one gang of lioness. The latter was attacking this poor elephant, biting,scratching, stabbing, anything to kill this giant poor elephant. At first i thought she might die, but she fought back with the lioness and managed to escape freely.

I was touched and respect the elephant. She has the never give up spirit even thought it might be her toughest moment. She deserves my respect!

Digress from love....i have called up singtel today to terminate my yr long contract. at least the leases will come to an end.

Anyway, by then i might not be able to blog anymore....

time to catch some sleep. it's a very interesting day i had. i will forever remember... it's 25 july.. the first day i talked to her in real life. =)

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Rachel with her friends

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Rachel in South Africa

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a friend who i seriously respect. For what she has done to the society..

jie fu and my sis!

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2005-07-25T03:24:00.000-07:00

*listening to Wu Bai -- Lang Ren Qing Ge

I have not been blogging for the past few days due to squash camp.

Indeed, it was a fun and enjoyable and memorable camp. It also one of the most fun camp i ever have.

Firstly, i would like to thank all the seniors for their efforts of organising this fun camp. I appreciated your efforts and time for creating such a camp within a month time.

Secondly, I am gald to know more friends within this short period of time.Although the period is short,what is more important is the value in it. It is the quality that wins over quantity.i gleeful to be friend with so many interesting people around me.

Thirldy, I have learnt many other things from this camp. Like there's this chinese proverb says "读万本书，不如行万里路" it means that practical wins over theory. For example, what u experience by doing it will eventually be more than what u can only read from books.
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Friday was a tiring day. i skipped my tutorial class. Actually i planned to go, but i overslept. it's a 10 am class.. hah i woke up at 1030 am!

Anyway, i went for the squash camp on that day. We were having squash training before the squash camp began.

When all of us gathered into one of the courts to differentiate which group we are supposed to go into. My group name,"Onishi", a japanese name, which was directly translate from hokkien... "HOR NI SHI" means LET U DIE. But when we told them our group name, they thought was "HOLY SHIT". Some of them thought it was,"HORNY SHIT".There are different version of names for our team. haha

My group supposedly comprise of 9 people. 2 were absent. and left only 7 of us. 3 girls 4 guys.
Their names are Jie Wei, Nai Lin , Edwin, Esther,Wei Xian,Zhen Jie. We were the smallest group among the rest.But make us so different was, we were the funnest group too!hehee

Anyway, first day was the ice breaking. Followed by this game called, double wacko. All the guys must pair up with any girl in the group. And i paired up with Esther. We were the blurrest tagteam i guess. We lost terribly and had to do stupid banana dance. But everyone was having fun of course.Even though i was the whacker, i had fun by hitting the wrong guy but i don't need to get punish. HAHAHA HOW EVIL! HEHEEHE

After those games were our dinner and we had some dog and bone game. It's horrible to play dog and bone game inside a squash court. Because of the bad weather, we were forced to play there. Imagine 40 ppl crowd inside a squash court. And dog and bone game goes this way...
Whoever side A or B team .. The number indicated to everyone was called, the person has to run all the way to the middle to get the bag without being touched by the other party. People clashed into one another and many were injured.

Luckily my team work by 1 pt. Before that we were losing by 8 pts away. This shown that determination and effort never fail to pay off!

We watched those losers to do duck walking inside the court.
After that was shower time and sleeping time. But it's bloody too early to sleep..... 11pm... can u imagine?!?! i usually sleep at 3 or 4 am.... and they askng me to sleep at 11pm?! that's must be joke of the day!

So i was trying to close my eyes to get some rest.. But what stopped me was SNORES WAR. damn. Some of the guys snore like a bloody cow. Snore damn loud and i can't even get to sleep. Even i listened to mp3 player, when there are interval or soft for some part of the song, i can hear so clearly of their snore. It snugged me. Meanwhile, i was busy worrying abt pamela, as i was told that Derrick can't reach her by hp at 1 am plus. But luckily she was fine when she retuened a call to him and he informed me.Ended up sleeping at 4 a.m. plus and woke up at 7 am. Had a morning jog. It's terrible. i hate to have morning jog.

Saturday Morning
WE had telematches... It was pretty fun and team bonding.. as we really need teamwork to win the game.

At first my team was quite a antisocial group. even we don't talk much to our own teammates. But after those telematches.. we started to come out with tacticals and cheers.. and support one another. I find it damn cool and great. The kind of team spirits was formed.

At night we supposed to come out with cheer and pts will be awarded to the best team. our team got the shortest cheer ever. 3 lines only. hahah and but what pathetic was our team only left 5 ppl to scream and shout!... the other was away to do other things. And we 5 people are like vs other group who has 8 people. Seriously horrible. i screamed till i lost my voice at that moment.

What most surprising of the day was, this girl from my team, Zhen Jiem a very quiet girl. She suddenly asked us one question that stunned everyone of us. she asked,"Do u guys watch porn?" .. it was such a sudden question and stunned everyone of us.

Anyway, my group was all the while talking rubbish and jokes.. But it really damn fun... we enjoyed a lot. I bet other team wasn't as fun as ours! haha other team were like so seriously in creating the cheers etc. but they do enjoyed it too =)

anyway, i quite tired to blog.. maybe i shall blog the rest some other days. But it was really fun! i loving it ! =)

2005-07-22T05:00:00.000-07:00

KILL ME>......

AHHHH .... my laziness is kicking in again........

Even though i am motivated to do something, but my self discipline is ssstill not strong enough to resist the temptation of my lovely computer.!!! arggg

How contridicting can that be. I am motivated to do things, but simply can't help it when i reached home. i wanted to do my work, but once i sit on my bed, things changed dramatically.

Lately, i read this news article about slacker. Worker slack during work, etc...... They have concluded workers have slacked more than what they were given, example like their tea break and lunch time.And the overall company loss is up to 759 millions dollars every year.

i was taken aback by the result. I watched this documentary that, if ones doesn't have adequate sleeping, he or she will grow fat. By sleeping a lot won't make u grow fat. It's only when sleep straight after u have eaten, then u will grow fat for sure.

I believe that sleeping for long hours is also a good way of facial. It helps to kil pimples! of course not forgetting of water. Water is also another good medicine for facial. It helps to purify your body and clears all the "toxic" within ya body.

But thinking of sleeping 8 hours a day is rather waste of time. It took up almost 1/3 of the day. and what u left are very limited. In addition, with minus away the hours u spend on eating, drinking, waiting, stoning,travelling, cleaning... how much time would u exactly left?

How i wish we would have longer hours everyday.. or rather human would become like robot. at least we won't feel so lazy and tire easily...

Today was stoning in school. Thinking of a lot of things that are hinderance to life.

If many things are to be cut down, it definately will benefit everyone.

For examples...
If our IC are to be integrated into human's body, for example at our back of our palm
*we dont need to worry to lose our IC.
but everythings will have a bad point. people might use it as a fraud as the chip could be easily amend. BUT what if the security and the program is really highly sophisticated that no one is able to break through... then it will be easier to search for people when someone is lost.

If we don't need to bring handphones with us.. Just by touching the air,heliogram, and the screen will eventually show who is calling, the picture of the person, the location,etc …. It will be extremely cool and save space. But that only happen 10,000 yrs from now.

Next would be integrated musics within our body. Sometimes i love to memerise myself totally in a musical world. to listen to soothing and sentimental songs. What i mean toally is, Only musics that i wish to hear can be heard. Other noise won't be access to my ear.

I believe 10000 yrs , the technology will be great till that extend. What unbelievable, would be believable. what impossible turns to be possible.

But if that happens, it seems that human are turning into mechanis.. which might be a sad case. Feeling might be able to set by technology... and it will become totally robotic world.

Therefore, there's always pros and cons.
Like another news article about ecommerce. how computer has bring benefit to our world and how it can be a treat to our life as well. And also spyware,virus are all over...

2005-07-21T14:18:00.000-07:00

Short and Sweet for Today's happenings...

Presentation.

Screw up.

Lunch.

Boring lab.

Way home.

Bus.

Pretty malay.

Chinese look alike.

Pretty chinese.

Bridge.

Car accident

Old man

Fell down.

Responsible driver.

Slight injuries.

2005-07-21T02:00:00.000-07:00

i can't believe this... this is not going to happen...

i have this friend,same age as me, is having baby?!?!

omg... i really can't believe that.. she doesn't work, she doesn't study, but what i remember abt her was she is good in her english at that time.

I remember her bf was some ah beng. He might be still an ah beng, but who knows. But what i heard from was he doesn't treat my friend nice.. and even beat her... and i can't imagine she still going to carry his baby.

By worsen the whole situation, they ain't marry yet.

anyway,i shall post the picture later.

quite a pretty young mummy though.

now here the question of the day ,

WOULD U GIVE BIRTH TO A KID WHEN U ARE NOT FINANCIALLY HEALTHY??

my friend on the right. look at her tummy!

2005-07-20T10:56:00.000-07:00

my friend on the right. look at her tummy!
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

Expectations equal Leases

2005-07-20T03:00:00.000-07:00

Expectations here and there. When it amounts to something big, we tend to feel more pressurised and slightly emotional distorted.

No doubt about it.Everythings we do there are certain expectation to achieve. But what we don't regret when we try our very best. That's the whole point of it. It's the effort that counts. Whether it fails or succeeds. It depends.

From what i know.........

Failure doesn't mean bad. It's a motivation and correction to learn from. It will be good if u do make mistakes, at least it proves that No one is perfect in this world.

Succeed doesn't mean u are everything. One day u will surely fails and taste some bitter from it.

It's a vicious cycle! Have u ever seen an empire lives forever? IF SO, u will be seeing zombie running around! Every dynasty period, there will be surely their peak and worst case. But what is important is the Experience .

sorry to digress so much, back to the expectations...

This year, i have gave myself several expectations to achieve.

1) I would want to improve my English at the end of year 3 in poly.

What motivates me was Rachel.. She is really someone i always look up on. Her passion in helping others. Her passion in doing her works. Her confidence within herself that creates beyond imagination.

I am inspired by her.

2) I would want to learn piano.

Heard from my classmate,Daphane, that there is a free learning session in school everyday Friday afternoon at some wuluwulu,haunted place( i supposed).

I am always envious of people who learns piano at young age. As their parents allow and affortable for them to learn.

I can't blame my divorced parents of not letting me learn piano as i knew very well about my family finance state.

I never hate my mom not letting me do that. But i doubt she doesn't know how i think.. My parents don't let me learn a lot of things when i was young. Because they were busy working and they aint that educated people who will plan for their children's future.

My mom never attend school before. For my dad, his highest qualification is Secondary 2. It's pretty sad too. Therefore, i believe that education is important in this current society. IT IS REALLY IMPORTANT. It enhances ones thinking. VERY MUCH.....

But i was considered lucky as i am not suffering from any illness..

3) Do well in study esp in my final year project.

Have been stress over projects and lab test in school. But what make a brunt was my final year project. It's utterly an indepedent project for us to learn from. I love it very much as such stress is seriously a challenge for me. When the final result is out, it definately fruitful and unforgetable.

4) Do well in my japanese language.

Have been slacking for japanese language quite sometimes. After losing motivated the past few weeks. But right now , i got back motivation and decided to do my very best again.! GANBARIMASU!

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Recently my classmate,Daphane, looked so fatigued after a late night sleep because of rushing our technoprenuership project. Your effort is much appreciated.

Just like my elderest sister, Cara, needs at least 10 hours of sleep everyday. If not she will turn out to be panda and feeling sick throughout the day. Different people have different bioclock in them. As for me , i think i have trained to sleep little as time is precious to me. can't waste it as i have used to in the past.

Opp, digressing again.. sorry! haha..

Today she was absent from lecture, 1 pm lecture. She was late. I do understand that because she stayed up late to rush the project and she doesn't has adequate sleep.

Basically, she might think she is irresponsible of course. What i believe was that, at least she did her work unlike people who don't even bother about it. At least she bothers. Like what i always think. It's the Quality not the Quantity.

It's the quality she produces in the project but not the quantity of time.

Being a leader is not easy i assume. But what truly make a leader is the experience. That's how ppl grow mature.

Tonight i was chatting with her. stil seeing her nick as Hopeless. I bet she must be sad but not exactly know what the reason as she didn't want to share.

She is not as hopeless as what she thinks she is. She has her plan in future. She ain't those ppl without any aims in their life. I think what she lacks of will be still confidence. I wish she will see her palms whenever she is down. at least she remembers that i gave her courages to face any difficulties.

anyway, all the best for her. i shall do my reading now. TML STILL GOT LAB TEST! AH HOLY SHIT!!

OYASUMI NASAI.. GANBATTENE!!!!!

2005-07-19T01:43:00.000-07:00

http://poststuff4.entensity.net/071805/media.php?media=pool.wmv

this little kid is damn cute! hah i can't stop laughing hhaa !

http://poststuffx.entensity.net/071505/media.php?media=holyshit.wmv

HOLY SHIT......... THIS GUY IS HELL BRILLIANT! ..... omg slightly gross.. please be prepared to watch it!

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Today i came across this news on tv. The parliment was having this conference dealing with jobs in Singapore.

What they have realised was by focusing on skills improvement on individual is not enough. It doesn't help much in their income as different job have different aspects and incomes.

What they have learnt was the low income family is still suffering with low income even though they are working. That's what really separate the rich and the poor forever.

They are trying to revise the system again. Hopefully it will serve better. But i doubt the system works. If it does. that's miracle. As u can see, individual skills are important. But what is missing will be still the cert. Normally employee will look for the passion, the hunger in u as well as the qualification u having.

Even so, i do believe that if u are good in language.. not much of a problem in finding a job.

anyway, i running out of time. i shall blog next time.

Rachel's lions

2005-07-18T21:08:00.000-07:00

Rachel's lions
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

how lovely~

pulchritudinous lady

2005-07-18T05:16:00.003-07:00

pulchritudinous
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

pulchritudinous lady

2005-07-18T05:16:00.002-07:00

pulchritudinous
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

pulchritudinous lady

2005-07-18T05:16:00.001-07:00

pulchritudinous lady
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

pulchritudinous lady

2005-07-18T05:16:00.000-07:00

pulchritudinous lady
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

2005-07-17T02:17:00.000-07:00

*woosh in joy*

*dance in delight*

i just watched Initial D movie. Pretty nice.

i think is quite an inspirational movie. It motivates me to work even harder for what i am achieving....

Today was a project day.

I was busy waiting for groupmates... and our leader was late for 2 hrs .. after the long wait , she was still at home.

At first, I was very worry about her. Accidents,hapless affair or whatever u can imagine of were running through my mind.

What i can do is to keep calling her mobile phone. We even tried to call up her house.. No one picks.. That even worsen everything we could think of.

Having a second thoughts of not wasting anymore precious time, i decided to bring the other to my place first to master up all the informations and collaborate the data.

Finally, she returned a call around 3 plus p.m.. The heavy load in me had eventually ligthen. Was a great relief afterall.. Thank goodness she was fine.

Anyway, what actually make me ponder was another issue. I believe there must be something happened to her... because i believe she wasn't that irresponsible person who doesn't turn down a meeting.

WOW>.......... as i was blogging now.......... I HEART THUNDEROUS NOISE> When i went to check it out. i saw TANKS RUNNING ON THE ROAD!!! there are really big tanks! and many traffice police is directing them. There are even speedboats ... omg there are gigantic.

haha pretty cool night. i think i shall continue my programming........

sweet lady

2005-07-16T11:19:00.000-07:00

sweet lady
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

2005-07-16T02:53:00.000-07:00

I am utterly flabbergasted by the act of this 16 yr old teenager.

He commited suicide due to the pressure of reveiling of his affair with his classmate. I was taken aback by his reaction because it seems to be any other people lifelong learning experience.

But to him, it seems to be the greatest issue ever. As it might destroy his pride and image. Nevertheless, he might not be able to handle his own emotion and the stress surrounds him.

Without doubt, he traded his soul to the fate...

Meanwhile, there are several interview of his close friends as well as the public's view.

His friends were astonished to learn that such a strong in character,never give up personality,would actually commit suicide.

Well, never judge a book by its cover. That's what i would say about that. U will never know what happen next until u learn about it.

Some other else commented that they would never let their children go into relationship during study period or certain age, and some would even want their children to go into relationship when they are financially strong.

To some extend from the above issue, i don't concur with their thinking. It seems to be a medieval opinion. I do learn that having a relationship might slightly affect your studies, but that's where u learn how to manage time, and to prioritise between work and play.

Having a relationship in the early stage doesn't mean a bad thing to consider. U would tend to handle such relationship well in the future , learn how to appreciate things around u.

But usually, some of them are totally neglected their friends,other else who care and concern about them until they lost everything. Soon after that, they will realise that what they did is indeed silly and stupid.

Apparently, this might be the bad impact. On the other hand, from a optismistic point of view, a person who handles well between girlfriend,friends,family and work would be someone i definately worth my respect of.

At this youth age, we should spend more time with our friends. That's the most important part. As u know this working society is full of hyprocrites and stress. You won't be able to meet FRIENDS as easy as having one in school. Well, plus having fun with best friends would be the best.

Have u ever think of, what if your gf one days doesn't want u anymore? who,and where would u go to ? Have a second thoughts my friend...

What i think would be having a relationship is fine unless u qualify from the above points. The another important sector would be the parents. Parents should understand how their children thinking instead of setting rules and regulations which might even worsen the understanding between them and the children.

Being parents should be transparency yet not stubborn. Parents should open up to their children opinions and actions. They could simply advise theri children and learn how to communicate better with them in order to tackle the problems of having early attachment.

Won't that be better of ?

Another parents was saying, having a strong financial before going into a relationship.
U DON"T INVEST MONEY IN LOVE. U INVEST TIME IN LOVE.

I bet she doesn't understand the meaning of love. she might be simply materialistic person. Having a surface thinking.

To some extend, money is important. In thie world, without money , u can hardly survive esp in sg. But what is more important than money is the value from the person. That's how u fall and love for a person.

Don't u think so ?

Recently, pamela told me about the 5 various ways of receiving love
1) Time ==> Spend time with the one u love
2) Talk ==> Having a nice talking section with the love one
3) Touch ==> Giving u a hug,slight tap at your shoulder, any ways related to touching...
hiak hiak don't think too far..
4) Gift ==> giving gifts as transmitting the love
5) Service ==> Do anything, like help the person does something without any complain. U just
want to treat that person like king or queen.

For me, i prefer Service. Thats how i think care and concern come from. Having a long time would seem to be sickening i guess. I think having quality time than a quantity time would be better of.

Anyway, i think i better continue on my program. Can't breathe @E$!#!#$E under stress.... shall blog again.

kongpeng,chiwei,me

2005-07-15T12:08:00.005-07:00

kongpeng,chiwei,me
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

me again

2005-07-15T12:08:00.004-07:00

me again
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

me

2005-07-15T12:08:00.003-07:00

me
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

HEADSSSS

2005-07-15T12:08:00.002-07:00

HEADSSSS
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

family photo.

2005-07-15T12:08:00.001-07:00

family photo.
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

chiwei,kongpeng,kinyik and me

2005-07-15T12:08:00.000-07:00

chiwei,kongpeng,kinyik and me
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

me

2005-07-15T12:04:00.000-07:00

me
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

me and kinyik

2005-07-15T12:03:00.004-07:00

me and kinyik
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

me an kongpeng

2005-07-15T12:03:00.003-07:00

me an kongpeng
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

me and doremon!

2005-07-15T12:03:00.002-07:00

me and doremon!
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

sienny and me

2005-07-15T12:03:00.001-07:00

sienny and me
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

birthday boy

2005-07-15T12:03:00.000-07:00

birthday boy
Originally uploaded by wuhao.

2005-07-13T21:25:00.000-07:00

Panel Talks

Speaker: It is not learning from the work, is how much u could offer to the company.

By having such inspirational talk from Mr Lim,SDA,i was motivated and enlightened by him.

Without fail, i have been long pondering over what am i seriously interested in doing in the future... What comes straight into my mind was being a manager to manage a team to strive.

Such successful achievement will be great,i supposed.

Today had my second auto car ride. it was cool. Everything went smoothly..

Soon i will be getting my licence !! WOORAYYY~~~

Anyway, i am seriously motivated by the talk, and i will start to do something ..... meanwhile, i will take a short nap first... extremely exhausted after a long day in sch as well as driving session.

shall update again....

2005-07-13T02:41:00.000-07:00

Being able to blog doesnt mean that i wanted to complain and insult anybody..

Sometimes, it suppose to update my daily life with people who concern about me, and want to know more about me.

Sometimes, it provides important information to others.

Sometimes, it have to be making people think that this guy is hilarious.

Sometimes, it must be a motivation point to trigger the pin inside him.

Sometimes, it relieves pain by showing forgiveness.

Sometimes, it just plain spoof.

Sometimes, it keeps memories.

Well, i shall kill my laziness and start to blog more often.

Recently have be seriously busy with work and other stuff. There is very limited time within the month, the day, and the week!... Utterly running out time.

too many things have been going on in my life. Definately benefits me as experiences are meant to make someone mature.

I shall share one of them.

Today i was having meal with my friends. I am seriously respect people's opinions and i do accept how things are meant to be. Anyway, that's not the point. the point of that day was to give someone something i always wanted to give to.

I gave her one thing.

Confidence.

I believe that she will have more confidence in herself. Because confidence take sometimes to realise and learn from it.

I,a believer of confidence,contemplates that having confidence in oneself will generally boost up the mood of the day as well as the ways u look into life.

No doubt. Everywhere u can find and seek for confidence. In appearance, in action, in langanges, in many tiny things around u can find of.

No doubt, u can look everywhere, especially different people and how the way they bring themselves up in the public. There's a saying, an ugly duckling turns into a swan. That's how things work out.

I remembered seeing this lady in school at foodcourt.

She isn't as pretty as jessica simpson, but what makes her difference is the way she acts and reacts.

She doesn't has a perfect figure but the way she bring herself up is totally outcast the people around her.

She simply doesn't care about how people think of her, her looks,her figure . By having such attitude, her fear within herself was long overwritten with confidence.

But the unluckily affair is not many people do see it.they do not learn it.

Do i give a hoot to what others think ? Yes of course, but only up to certain extend. Because i do accept people opinions. I respect their decision.

Apparently, things will work out when u grow older i guess. That's why there are so many lau chio in the working society.

Last by not least, having thick confidence in yaself, i believe u must have a thick skin first.

By having thick skin in you, u would tend to see more things around.

Eventually,you would observe how it works too.